The Old Stump is one of the most intricate and emotionally resonant pieces I have ever created. Its inspiration came from a fungi-covered stump that once sat quietly in the yard of my old home in Park Forest, Illinois — a place where I learned, again and again, how endings slowly transform into beginnings. That stump became a symbol for me: decay giving way to life, memory nourishing new growth, and the way grief can soften into something unexpectedly beautiful.
I created this piece in 2023, during the time I held a studio at Union Street Gallery in Chicago Heights. That space, filled with light, concrete, and artistic energy, became a refuge during a period of immense personal transformation. It was there — surrounded by other artists, by my grief, and by my own growing sense of voice — that The Old Stump took shape.
This hat is the result of 75 hours of freeform crochet, built over a handmade lattice and layered until the wool became sculptural, dense, and nearly wood-like in its solidity. I shaped it to echo aged bark, bracket fungi, weathered cracks, and the spiraling grain of a long-felled tree. From a distance, it truly looks like carved wood rather than fiber — a small illusion of nature reborn through wool.
Creating The Old Stump was meditative and transformative. As I worked, I felt myself honoring the persistence of life and the quiet teachings that come from things that endure weather, time, and change. This piece carries that history — mine, the stump’s, and the shared understanding of what remains after loss.
Among all the freeform works I’ve made, this one feels particularly alive. It is a sculpture first, a wearable piece second, and a vessel for memory above all else.